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[21 Feb 2003|06:47pm] |
| I am the Natural Childhood is the golden paradise we are always consciously or unconsciously trying to re-create. The Natural embodies the longed-for qualities of childhood - spontaneity, sincerity, unpretentiousness. In the presence of Naturals, we feel at ease, caught up in their playful spirit, transported back to that golden age. Adopt the pose of the Natural to neutralize people's defensiveness and infect them with helpless delight. Symbol: The Lamb. So soft and endearing. At two days old the lamb can gambol gracefully; within a week it is playing "Follow the Leader." Its weakness is part of its charm. The Lamb is pure innocence, so innocent we want to possess it, even devour it. |
What Type of Seducer are You?
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[17 Feb 2003|10:04am] |
you're a true punk. whether you like the 70's (sex
pistols, etc) or the bands that sound like they
SHOULD be 70's (distillers), you know your
roots. you'd never be caught dead listening to
new found glory or good charlotte. good for
you.
what type of punk are ya?
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Just cause i dont' dress like a punk, doesn't mean i don't love to listien to it or that i don't know a hell of a lot about the music. DON"T JUDGE A PUNK BY HIS SPIKES
Your prom date is Johnny Knoxville.
Yeah he's a dope and that's why you like him.
You love to be around him just so you can see what
he'll get into next.
You share the same wacky sense of humor and you're
each other's best friends because you don't
know anybody stranger.
You don't know how long you'll be with him but
you'll enjoy it while it lasts.
Who's Your Celebrity Prom Date?
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IF ONLY!!!!!! I WOULD BE SO HAPPY IF HE TOOK ME TO PROm...him and bam are my manwichs
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[21 Nov 2002|07:16pm] |
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Welp Heather checked out today and i couldn't feel worse. Now i have no one to fucking talk to. I thought it wouldn't be that bad with her gone, but i just didn't realize how much i want to leave like her. I'm so jealous that she will have the time to work on her art, on her life. I so long to do the same, but for some reason i can't leave. My mom offered, but i would feel like i am letting myself down. I think when i start something, inside i just have to finish it. I'm miserable, i don't even know who i am anymore, or what i want. I know i don't belong here anymore, i don't belong around these people, there so fake. and i know this school is not a reflection of the world, it's just fucking L.A. and Hollywood, and the media all rolled into one big Combine set to thrash me against the wall and make me conform. Make me act like i like going here, like i like my life. It makes me sick that i can't do anything that i love anymore. I have no time because i have to finish my homework, i HAVE to get a good grades because grades are a totally reflection of who you are right?! No fuckers! I am sorry but people just put to much focus on their damn grades. Sometimes if you talk to those Ap and honors kids you'll see they are some big dumbasses. All they care about is their grades, so they'll cheat and they'll claw their way through people just to make it to college. The world should not be run by people who get good scores on their SATs just because they know how to spell immediately right. Now i know i'm making totally generalizations and putting everyone in one group and stamping them with assumptions, but i have been with these kids since sixth grade, and some are truly smart and will really go somewhere, but others are just there for the wrong reasons. What happened to going to school to learn something, to come out of their feeling aware of the world around you and the world behind you that remains in the past. We're all here because we have to be, because 3/4 of us wouldn't go if we didn't have to. I would even if we didn't. Yet i would just hope that there would stop being such a emphasis on grades, but i know we need them, and i know that they'll always be here. But i just don't feel like i'm taking anything away from this experience anymore except depression. Life shouldn't be this hard, this serious, and this depressing. I'm really mixed up, and nothing's helping. I need to get out of here.....i need the big fluffy dog from the never ending story to take me away. i miss my imagination.....the school, reality, tv, took away my only heaven. What is this shit?!?!?!?! Why is everything fucking so fucked upppppppppppppp! Fuckers
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[18 Nov 2002|06:15pm] |
ohhh jeques its been a while since i've updated on this shit. Have i been saying that a lot? Anyways life shouldn't be this hard. Why do people feel like they need to follow me to college. Do people need me or what?!?!! I know it's open for everyone, but not for someone who wants to be attached to my right hip. C'mon i was excited to go here because i wouldn't know anyone, and i want to keep it like that. but now it's ruined, the mystery, the excitement, is all gone. God someone help me devise a plan that will keep someone from going to my school!!!
Then again i could just see this as a way to beat her for once out of the limelight, since she always HAS to be the center of attention.The competeion could make me try harder i guess and might help me in the end. WHAT DOES THE FUTURE HOLD?
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[23 Oct 2002|06:16pm] |
I wish i didn't have to go to the silent movie theatre by myself anymore....or with my dad for that matter. I just wish i had a friend that was into it as much as i was, cause damn heather works late now :(
and i really want to go see young frankestien in gledale, but i think im going to have to be a loner again...i hope johhny depp is there.
i hate being a hermit...but i can't go to anymore fucking chatsworth parties...they are absolutely the worst moments of my life. they never used to be i don't know what happened. I need to fucking dance thats why i was so misareble.
Man all i want for christamas is a gay guy...or a striaght one..who will go with me to the silent movie theatre..or maybe i should hit on the hott usher that works there...haha yeah like that'll happen. Man i don't wanna be a loner anymore at the silent movie theatre. :(
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[23 Oct 2002|05:35pm] |
What kind of pothead are you?
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You've bought your own on occassion from family members most likely. You smoke at every chance possible and can act not high in front of most people if you have to. You have habbits that you follow when high. You remember things you did or said when you were last high only when you're high again. Most likely you are high now and reading this is taking way too much effort and you'd rather be eating or sleeping or watching TV. Keep on smoking and get ur newbie friend off the couch to make cookies!
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[16 Oct 2002|08:41pm] |
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So i fiqured out the ONE thing i want for Christmas. Cause you know how every year you have that ONE thing, well this year I'm gettin a ukulele! I already saw my dad lookin for some on the puter puter. And for my birthday i'll get a banjo...then i'll put a tin bucket upside down and shove a wooden stick in the middle and a string and play that. THEN THE WASHBOARD!!! Shit i'll be a one band woman. hahaha neways i reached my goal of $1,000 BUCKEYS in the bank today. SO i celebrated and bought myself the crest whitestrips.!!! :)
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[07 Oct 2002|06:09pm] |
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Man i never update, oh well i have nothing to say anyways...EXEPT, i went to the Silent Movie Theatre on Friday and guess who was sitting behind me and heather...JOHNNY FUCKING DEPP!!! yeah how jealous are all you!!!!
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[21 Sep 2002|10:18am] |
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Last night was one of the funnest nights i've ever had. Me and heather went to the silent movie theatre...and performing that night was JANET KLEIN AND HER PARLOR BOYS!!!!!!!...she was absolutely hands down the most cutest person i have ever met. Oh god she was soooooo good, her voice was absolutely perfect and her dress...OH MY GOD HER DRESS!!!! looked like a green chiffon embroidered lace dress from the 1920's and she had a bob and these flowers in her hair, and her voice was so cute and bubbley and her stage presence was absoutley marvelous!!!! Then the main show came on... Harold Lloyd in "Dr. Jack." so so so so much funnier then Chapplin oh my god i almost died. Then afterwards we all went to Canters and had the best grilled cheese...there were so many people there it was great...i have finnally found my hangout and it feels like the half i thought i lost is back in me again ive never felt so happy, so confortable and not one girl gave me a bad look that night! IM FINALLY HOME!!!!
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[22 Aug 2002|12:14pm] |
well im off to Hawaii and ill be back on the 27th! dont worry ill get tan for everyone! can you believe four days of just smoking and surfing...fuck dude im in paradise. ill show you all pics when i get back! i love my girls and ill miss you!
p.s. thanks you so much jen for helping relieze what was going on last night your the fucking best ever...
p.p.s be prepared for gifts!
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[11 Aug 2002|03:33pm] |
no long term relationship for me thats fo sho
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[09 Aug 2002|09:52pm] |
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wow long time no update...oh well. Neways im appyling to FIDm and my interviw is on friday. im fucking nervous already and not to mention im totally screwed. I have absolutely no references. how gay. My mom's not letting me out until i finish everything. she pisses me off and makes me not want to do anything. cant she just fucking back off... ill fucking do it i mean i have eight days to do somehting that can take me like 2 days. jeez
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[02 Aug 2002|06:32pm] |
 You Are a Flaming Queen!
You are a Flaming Queen.
Oooh, honey. You're more femme than femme.
Some may think your antics are over the top, but you know that you are the queen with the most style.
Prance that beautiful body around town, and any man is your prey.
HEAY MEN!
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[30 Jul 2002|12:18pm] |
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well summer summer summer summer....very weird time of year indeed...well i finished reading the electric kool-aid acid test by tom wolf. yes i finished all 412 pages of it. awesome book but when i finsihed it not only furthered my beliefs on how ife should be lived, but i also felt a little pissed. I'm in the worng fucking decade..whomever controls this world and everyones pre-destiny (if we even have one) fucked up and dropped me in the wrong fucking generation. i hate this decade and i dont want to be apart of a bunch of silconed bad pop music loving all they care about is themselves generation. THE MILLENIUM FUCKING SUCKS!Thats why me and heather have set off to create the new generation...one day it will come to us and it will be better then the Prankster and the beat generation...we'll be the It generation! hopefully well gather a following of people who want to LIVE LIFE!!!. people whos dreams in life are not just to "have kids"....im sorry to all whos dreams are just that but you are everything thats wrong with america. Duh were SUPPOSED to have kids...its our insticts to mate and pass on our genes to make a stronger generation. but to have your dreams just to have kids and be married it shows you have no imagination. however america needs those boring people like you to do all the petty jobs that us thrill seekers are to busy to do. so go on you house wives...you nine to five workers and conform to the american tradition...get married have kids ....and on your death bed regret not living...regret not seeing a midget rodeo...regret the majority you so blindly followed...regret yourself..and fuck you
"I'm the one who's gonna die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want."
Jimi Hendrix
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lalalala what a heinous morning!!!! i woke up with a horrible smell dwelling around my nose..jessicas armpit was in my face..hahahahahaha!!! i had fun last night...and it was a total free outing too! dinner was free, the movie was free, and ice cream was free...hell yeah! austin powers...big disappointment for me, i didnt laugh as hard as i thought i would and it pretty much played itself out. i dont know i didnt like it. So summers fucking boring now theres nothing to do and not to mention the drama...the drama i thought i avoided has come back to bite me in the ass...fuck! neways i think me and heather are going bungee jumping this summer i think like in two weeks...thatll be fucking awesome...
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